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The Breaking Room - Chapter II
"What's your name, sugar?" His voice smacked me in the face like a flyswatter that had missed its target and it filled the room with a processed honey sound, bitter and expired.
My lips stayed tight and I focused intently on a large, dark spot on the floor, refusing to give him any sort of sick satisfaction. A subtle and breathy chuckle escaped his lips and he began running his icy fingers along my cheek. I could feel his smirk as I pulled away, disgusted.
He kneeled down in front of me. "Not a problem. We don't have to talk yet."
Dark spot. Floor. Focus.
"Until then, however," he continued, "I've gotta think of something to call you, right? Hmm..." He stood up and shifted his weight onto one foot, crossing one arm across his chest, and bringing the other up to stroke his chin. "How do you feel about Nikki? You look like a Nikki."
Focus.
"How about Allison?"
Focus.
"Or maybe a Sarah?"
Focus broken. I ripped my gaze from the floor to his face--a natural reaction when someone says your n
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Literature
The Breaking Room - Chapter I
Darkness.
Utter, complete darkness. The only thing I could register as I came to. I could see nothing until I tilted my head to see behind me,where there was a rectangular outline of yellow light.
The more in-touch I became with my surroundings, the more my other senses could catch up to my sight, making up for what it had missed. My hips and shoulders sank into a semi-soft mattress, which my wandering hands found to be twin-sized. I was beneath only a thin sheet and my clothing, which felt nothing like the t-shirt and Ohio State shorts in which I'd fallen asleep. Distracting me, my nostrils filled with an unpleasant combination of scents; I could determine the distinct aromas of gasoline, metal, sweat, and death.
I heard nothing.
As my eyes adjusted to the minimal light provided, I examined my surroundings further, as best I could. Polaroids and newspaper clippings were scattered randomly across the otherwise plain and lifeless walls, and the only light allowed in came from the yellow
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The Breaking Room - Prologue
One doesn't think about the preciousness of life until one is faced with losing it. Humans--at least a great many of us--are obsessed with gaining attention. And whether it be through talent or through misery, we seek it out. Desperate for anyone to listen, most exaggerate our pain and what makes our lives so horrible. Drinking, smoking, cutting, gambling, partying, fucking; we do anything to make it better, sometimes simply causing more attention to be focused on us, worried faces and voices of the ones who say they love us.
This is a driving force that begs us to continue abusing ourselves.
It isn't until you are pulled away from the beauty of the world, that you find yourself reveling in its glory.
So, what causes this phenomenon? How is it that one can go from believing life to be a curse to thinking of life as being a privilege that the fates threaten to take away if you misbehave?
I may have some idea..
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I haven't done anything very creative in a very long time. Soon, I shall post some tattoo designs I've done and other such things.

But more importantly! The Breaking Room. I lost inspiration for it for various reasons (most of them the same as the loss of artistic inspiration), but I'm starting back up on it. Howevah! I've added things to what I've already written, and inserted new chapters between them. This means the temporary removal of what I have already uploaded so I can later post the newly-written trauma. Multiple points of view! Hopefully I don't fuck that up too badly...

Anyway, stay tuned! I'm working on gaining back my inspiration, so there shall be much to come!
  • Listening to: "Blue Monday" - Orgy
  • Drinking: Sturrbucks.

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Andromeda von Murdertoast
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
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Current Residence: That squishy thing between your ears
Favourite genre of music: ANYTHING <3
Favourite photographer: Anothermenswearrevol
Favourite style of art: The style that includes pictures of Sharon.
Operating System: Mac OSX
MP3 player of choice: iPod Touch
Wallpaper of choice: The best one.
Skin of choice: I kinda like mine...not gonna lie...
Favourite cartoon character: Adam West
Personal Quote: "Holy balls on a stick, Batman!"
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oJaKex Featured By Owner Oct 26, 2011
Thanks for showing me that vampire effect! totally changed my view on editing eye color and taught me how to airbrush :D cheers, you're a brilliant editor.
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Camille-2406 Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2011
happy birthday :)
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Sh00terPers0n50 Featured By Owner Oct 22, 2011  Student Artist
Happy Birthday!
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WTanna Featured By Owner Aug 22, 2011
Thanks for adding me to your watch list! ^.^
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bubbles-chan05 Featured By Owner May 18, 2011
howdy! :3 I'm looking for Vienna Teng fans to join my group that I made... [link] .... So if you wanna join... Go ahead! :D and if not.... then I just died a little on the inside.... And if you know of anyone else who likes her, then you should tell them to join and contribute to the group XD cuz it looks empty :'( well obviously cuz I just made it :P ..... so..... yeah!
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Mimzzy Featured By Owner Feb 19, 2011
hey, are you registered on [link]
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HumanConstellation Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
I'm the admin ;)
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DarqueThoughts Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2011
you look good in green...
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HumanConstellation Featured By Owner Jan 31, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
Aww. Thanksss <3 You're sweet.
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DarqueThoughts Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2011
:blush:
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